SURVIVORS!

Last Friday neither me nor Anna wanted to go to school, so we made a plan of ditching. Anna just asked her mom if she could just not go to school, her mom said yes. Then I told her if I asked my mom to not go to school she wouldn’t let me. So I had to make up an excuse. Before showering to go to school, I told my mom I didn’t feel well, that I had diarrhea. (Off course it wasn’t true, or else I wouldn’t be posting this.) My mom asked me if I wanted to stay. So I said yes.

Later that day I made a secret plan with Anna of her coming to my house. She came at about 10:00 a.m. she brought brownies also! So she got to my house and we decided to go to rent a movie. I hadn’t shower, so I showered and realized I had no clothes, only a green Ralph Lauren shirt and a short skinny shorts. Later we took off to rent the movie.

This is Costa del Este, workers on the street looking at you, whistling, screaming “Ayaa Mamii” or “quieres venirte chichi”

We were walking, and in the middle of the street it started raining, kind of hard but not that much. We decided to run so our cell phones and Anna’s money wouldn’t get wet.

When we got there “Video Danny” wasn’t open! We started calling each other stupid about why it would be open at 10:30 am!! So we decided to go to “La Arrocha”. When we walked in, Anna asked me if I had the money…

“No.. why? You don’t have it?!?! Ohh God, you are stupid! Didn’t you have it when we came out of the house?!?! Did you just loose $19.00?? AYALA VIDA!” I said

“I don’t have it, It must have fallen down when we were running! Hey! Its not my fault!” she replied.

We went back to my house. And decided to watch movies in the internet,

http://www.ver-pelis.net/

We took about two hours of watching “a walk to remember” (I LOVE THAT MOVIE! IT JUST SOO BEAUTIFUL.) After, we were taking pictures with my laptop, and I made a video with ought Anna knowing, and we were attacking each other. SO FUNNY!

Then when we decided to rest my mom came home, she thought I was sick, and if she found out I had a friend over she would kill me! My mom came upstairs to her room and laid on the bed watching TV. My room is in front of hers so if I got out of the room, she would see everything. So I decided to let Anna out of the house my house roof. We opened the window and got out, Anna cut her foot with the roof and threw herself to the garden.

She survived! You wanna know why? Cuz she’s a survivor, and you know what survivors do? They survive (inside joke)

Even Steven

When I was in first grade I was a fanatic of Even Steven. It was my one of my favorite TV show.

So there was this episode in which Ray was still at school, and it was picture day. She hated picture day because she always looked bad. So when they took the picture she saw it was affable and decided to talk to the photographer to ask him if he could take a newer and improved photo, so he did.

Well, I was in first grade; Even Steven was one of my idols so I decided to copy her.

When it was my school picture day I decided to take an ugly picture and later ask the school photographer to take a better one, but after taking one picture, it was it! No more! I was really despondent about the whole situation. So now everybody at our school that was during that school year have a memory of me… being really… stupid. My plan came out amiss. Now this memory has haunted me for over eight years, it seems like an interminable memory.

Please God, I dont want to be late

Alzheimer’s,

The tough disease.

You have fought for it for many years.

Doesn’t compete with you,

You are strong.

I am sorry.

For not being there for you.

For not talking to you.

I am sorry, for

Ignoring you.

Going to your house,

Talking to everyone…

Except for you.

Thinking you are not as interesting as anyone else

I am sorry.

I love you,

Even if I don’t show it (which I am really sorry.)

I regret the moments when I ignore you.

I really do.

Even if you don’t know who I am,

Still, ignoring you,

Makes me feel bad.

I am sorry.

The next time I see you, I wont ignore you…

I will treat you correctly.

How you are supposed to be treated.

Please God, I don’t want to be late…

I love you.

Never/ drunk?/ STUPID!

I was lonely in my house, hungry, and tired. So I decided to call my brother to his cell phone, I thought he was at Pizzeria del Este so I called him and told him about the promise he had made to me. It was that if I served him a soda he would give me twenty bucks, well off course I accepted! But I was so but sooo stupid by accepting it because, its Ricky! He never keeps his promises! So I told him that if he bought me something in el chinito I would take away the twenty bucks promise. He told me he wasn’t eating pizza anymore, he was at Sherens house. He started screaming at me through the phone that no, he isn’t that stupid like to do that. Well guess what honey? You are stupid, because you did promise me twenty dollars just to go get you a soda!

(He didn’t buy me anything.)

Later that day, Patricia came to my house. We started taking pictures with my MacBook, off course we were having fun, but then we got board, still we were both hungry, ugh. So we decided to walk over to La Inmaculada. W got out off the security checkpoint and walked over. We had to cross the street so we checked if there were any cars, trucks, and busses, whatever it is. There was none, so I cross over and out of nowhere! A gigantic truck passes while I am passing! I got so scared so I ran to the grass part and Patricia running behind me screaming. We thought the driver was drunk! He was driving like a crazy maniac!

Today i went on the after school bus. I have always hated going in that bus because the monitor/bus driver(its a she) is a total bitch!(sorry for the word). She didnt let me sit next to AnaCarolina, nore Eduardo or Felipe! so i started fighting with her about it! she just f*** hates me! and i f*** hate her! she made Felipe miss his soccer practice, and me miss my dancing classes! then she started asking the monitor where the fat kid lives, she said it just like that "were does the fat kid live?" just infront of him! what kind of question is that?!?! he is right there!! much more happened but.. well not for bloging ;)

is it good, or bad?

Why do people imitate other people? Well, many people say that someone imitates just because they want to be like them, yeah, it’s true. But do you like it? Do you like people copying you? Doing everything you do? I don’t think so. I am amiss that someone would copy someone. I mean GET YOUR OWN STYLE!

If you are a person who their life is based on imitating, then stop it! People hate it, trust me! It is not affable; you think that that person will think that you are so cute, that they are your roll models so you have all the right to copy them, NO. I know being like them haunts you. But I believe that if you copy someone you are a person with no life, someone recluse that thinks that copying someone will make you fit in, NO. you are just embarrassing yourself, trust me. And once someone tells you to stop and you don’t that person will give you a tirade, start screaming at you, because they are tired of you! They are sending you a message to back off.

I know the question was why do people imitate other people, so Ill tell you.8

People imitate people because they want to be like you, they want to be you! They have no life so they decide taking yours. Ad I hate it once you tell them to stop, they don’t! Its like if it interminable! Its like you’ll live for the rest of your life with someone like that.

I am in eighth grade now, but when I was in second girl a new girl had come to school, lets just make is if her name is Ron. Well she was new and had no friends so I decided to talk to her, off course after a while she was comfortable with me, but then she started with the whole imitating me thing. It was a situation I abhor. I entreat her to stop but she just wouldn’t. I didn’t like it.

But now days, she doesn’t ;)

Dan + Dano

I have a confession to make; there is this girl and a boy... Who really annoy me. When I am near them, I get the feeling that I want to hold them by the neck and choke them (obviously I wouldn’t.) I know many of you (classmates) know who I am talking about. Well, lets just make as if the girl is named... Dan, and the boy is named Dano.

My big problem with Dan is that she imitates everyone! And that she is always like... their! She appears out of nowhere! And just STARES! I have more things to say... but I am afraid that this person knows.

Now, Dano. OH GOD! I DISKLIKE HIM! He laughs all the firkin time! I mean. I do also, but... GOD Dano is pasado. Also, when we are in a classroom he just stands up and leaves, don’t you know this is a classroom and you have to ask for permission? Well YOU DO! I don’t know why he bothers me so much, its just soy irritating!

You two should be a couple, you perfect for each other!

D+D= annoy each other instead of other people;)

(Mrs. Meadows, please don’t ask me who they are during class, thanks)

Strawberry Margarita

it was the first time i had gone to a quinceaños with my older brother, Ricky. he is a sports guy so he is healthy, works out and doesn't drink.

Laura had asked me if i could go with her to the bar and get some water, so i did. once i got there i saw my brother so i decided to play a little joke on him. i texted him that i was getting a strawberry margarita, which i obviously wasn't. he replied to "go to hell". i mean, i was joking!

later when i was leaving the bar he comes up to me and argued that i was not getting any alcohol.

he told my dad...(he just told me to not play like that.)

Mapache

At ten I went back to dancing classes, I was the new girl all over again.

I see all the clicks, girls jumping up-down-up-down, and screaming for the big news.

I wished I were one of them.

I had no friends.

The year passed by,

It had ended.

I hated that I had to wait until March to go back,

I might have been a solitary rock sitting in the middle of nowhere

But I loved dancing

When I became eleven I went back.

Mariana, the queen bee walks through the class halls,

She looks at me,

She sits next to me

She is talking to me…

Would she be using any bad language towards me?

No.

She was asking me how

My vacations were.

My eyes open wide,

My eyebrows rose,

I couldn’t believe it,

The girl who used to call me mapache before

(Because for her mistreating others were her passion)

Was talking to me.

Now days, she calls me, MaFe

Dear AnaCarolina,

Maria Fernanda Cuellar

1997 Costa del Este

Panama City, Panama 121212

september 8, 2010

Dear Ana Carolina Olarte,

Greetings Ina Cirolina Olarte, i want to tell you that i hate you for not sitting next to me in the bus. it is imperative that you sitt next to me tomorrow at the bus. we must talk this over and serious modifications to our sitting spots in the bus, because i miss you...

i also dont like that we dont have any classes together, only english ! and we dont talk during english!

this situation has been prevalent for over two years already.

i understand we dont have almost any classes together, but it is unaceptable that we do NOT sitt together in the bus beacuse you know who sits next to me.

sincerly

Maria Fernanda Cuellar

my 1 confession list;)

1. I threw a rock at my brother head when I was young

2. When I am bored and having nothing to do I bite my nails (I know… EW)

3. I wake up every morning fighting for what color socks I am going to where for the day

4. I LOVE touching my collar bone, even though people say its disgusting

5. Smiling when I feel embarrassed, it just makes me feel better

6. I have a weird foot that can move like a snake

7. LOVE to annoy Ana Carolina and Patricia

8. Hate my knees, but like my legs

9. I go to my mom’s bathroom and play with her makeup (NOT ALWAYS!)

10. Hate when boys have long, LONG hair

11. Love Isabella’s and Alejandros eyes

12. I still like the song of hakuna matata

13. I sit on my brothers four-wheel and pretend to ride it like a pro

14. At night I go to my brother’s room and start painting his face (sometimes! I swear!)

15. I hate hypocrite people (I am being one)

16. When I sing a sing, I start dancing like a chicken

17. I grew about 3in during summer, and I feel like the tallest person in the world

18. My favorite words are: Oh mama, ayala, ombe, que concha, and chambuki

19. I don’t like drinking water (I know…its unhealthy)

20. I LOVE seeing people get hurt (its just soooooo funny)

21. I like saying peoples names in a weird accent like: natalaya(Natalia) or Andria(Andrea)

22. I don’t like Justin Bieber

23. I like: Channing Tatum, Zac Efron, Liam Hemsworth, and Shia Lebouff

24. LOVE laughing and smiling, they are the best

memoir monday #2

I remember the day when my cousin called me to my cell phone and asked me if I wanted to go do a photo shoot with the children in FANLIC, a place were they keep the kids with cancer that need treatments, care, love, and don’t have the sufficient money from the interior. When I first walked into FANLIC I thought those kids would be all depressed, but I was wrong. When I got to meet them, they were like the happiest kids you could meet. Even though they were sick, they were happier than me and you (however is reading this) could be.

SOL.

for the first time in this school year i stayed after school to finish a test.

after, when i was done mrs post told me i could eave the class, and so i did.

i walked directly to my buss, number four. i was the first person to enter, besides the buss driver and the monitor, well and the little kids. i guess you can say i the wasnt first one...

then julio walked in an sat next to me. and so did Eduardo with Julio. we talked about anything we wanted, laughed about the most stupidest things.

we got to costa azul, eduardos house. it was only me and julio in the back seat. we were playing heads or tale, he was heads and i was tale, howevers side won the round they got to keep the coins, and the dollar. OFFCOURSE i lost, everything (it was all his money.)

then, we got to my house, he had my cellphone and i had his dollar. i was trying to get my cellphone back from him, but it was mission impossible. he gave it back after i gave his dollar back. when i walked to open the front door it was locked! and i had to go to tempo!

the bus was already leaving and i had to run after it. i felt like forest gump.

they saw me running and the bus driver stopped, you coud see on her face that she was pist. she had a horrible grimace. i ran up the stairs of the buss and told the bus driver that my house was locked and i couldnt enter, and i had to go to tempo right a few blocks from my house. i was really tired after alll the running i had made.

"call your mom and ill talk to her" she said.

"i have stop payment, i cant call!"

"then get out."

"BUT! just leave me in the corner! pleasee!"

"no. get out, or else i will get in troubles"

"ayala! okok, thankss(sarcasm)"

I got out of the bus and walked alone to tempo.

i was starving, and felt hot.